Hello all, Daryl here. So you may have noticed that has been a few days since I last uploaded a video, which for participating in something called video every day august isn’t very good. So I have decided to write this blog post just talking about a few things.
So this week marks one year since I left my old job and also one year since I moved out of home and to Auckland so I was feeling pretty down about that as I do miss my family and the friends that I have in Tauranga. When I am not feeling 100% on the happiness scale I usually try and stay away from a camera as I would have to force energy and happiness and I always feel it is very obvious to others that I am not happy. And that’s not something that I want to show on the channel. I also become more cynical about what I am recording and I seem to really just hate everything that I record, or I am unhappy with the way something is edited or I can’t get it looking the way that I want it to, therefore it all get deleted and forgotten. I also seem to find it hard to think of videos to shoot as well, which is really weird, I would just end up sitting in front of the camera for ages thinking then just giving up. Another thing that hasn’t helped is because I was feeling like shit I ended up giving up on Defluffization which lead to a rather vicious cycle. Now that all that has passed I hope to get back into making videos daily for the next few weeks and I’ll try and make up for the videos that I have missed over the past week. Thanks for reading -DJ |
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February 2019
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